after viewing photos of the dinner of TKS, a whelm of familiarity just came upon me and memories that was ages ago suddenly seem like yesterday to me.
i still remember the very first day of endrolment, the expression on my mum's face when she saw the school hall almost filled up with a single ethnic group (and i shant mentioned,dun wan to sound like a racist here) and she said: "want to transfer school not?" =___=
initially i wasnt too concerned about that issue but after she asked me, there was indeed a second that kinda frea me out and I cant help asking myself, "did i choose the wrong school?"
but today if u asked me to ask the same old question to myself again, I can definitely give you a firm reply: "NO!".

though its a 'kampong' school,
though its a "nameless" neighbourhood school,
though its a small size school with enrolment not exceeding 500,
and though its a school that had only TWO express classes for my cohort and nothing else. no NA,no NT. only Express and Two classes. =_+
BUT deep down I know, if i had gone to other school, I might not get to know a bunch of great people and 'experience life in a kampong school'! =P
that is where ,I would say,that I have started out not to 'look down' on myself.
and yes, sadly I've been 'looking down' on myself in terms of academic ever since i started studying as i'm always a borderline student and I even wondered "Hey, can i get into secondary school anot?" after PSLE.
but luckily, I managed to and I guessed thats when things start to change a little (hopefully for the good). =)

Okay, back to TKS.
again, though its a 'kampong' school (and i cant find other nice descriptive words to describe it...haha) but its a school that has 'hell loads of fun', experience the experience!
just to name a few that I went through and never to forget =P

- first uniform group that I've joined - SJAB. though throughout the 4 years of being in a uniform group,there were some unhappiness ='(,'sorrows',endless grumblings,sweat and time,but it had 'fulfilled my dreams to be in a uniform group' and experience life as one. basic first-aid course,NCO training,adult first-aid....blah blah...and i still hate bandaging till now! =_=
- 2004 NDP parade in school, first time being a 'flag bearer' and I was shaking like mad under the flag pole although I try to appear to be as calm as possible, but still things didnt go my way and the singapore flag just slipped away from my hands and there it goes,half of it landed onto the ground while the other hand tightly 'clinged' by me. It was a few secs away,before the national anthem stops and the flag just went 'MIA' in front of everyone. my jaw literally dropped with the flag onto the ground, but luckily sir was 'nice enough' to let me off, and i swear i never want to wear a handglove again while trying to tie the flag onto its hook. =/
- and yea, i also did went for the real NDP show but forgotten which year did I went for but that was for SJAB' public duty. was really an experience as u get to see some of the 'behind-the-scenes'. =P
- nonetheless, i WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THIS! -- TKS FLOOD! >_<. the 'scariest' flood that I've ever experience. imagine having to walk through water that is at ur knee level (sounds not too bad yet,right? see next) WITH rubbisn (still not too bad ah...next!) AND COCKROACHES in the water,struggling for their lives beside you. PUI, really to the max! And to think we got out of the 'flood' in school,wet and look pathetic, we still got scoldings from our higher chinese teacher for being late when we reach the school. zZz...and since then, I've been calling the drain ourself my school, 'TKS very own swimming pool'. =_=

oh well oh well...thats kinda my recap for my experience in TKS.
too much of things to be noted down but just wanna say, THANK YOU!

THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME TO LEARN TO STRIVE HARD.
THANK YOU FOR THE OPPORTUNITIES YOU'VE GAVE ME.
AND last but not least, THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME TO KNOW A BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHO ROCKED, STILL ROCKING AND HOPEFULLY CONTINUE ROCKING MY LIFE! =D i c

for the past few day, I feel so 'suffocating' whenever I attend lessons ...
cant helped but to question myself that am i stressing out myself too much or I should not aim high in the first place? =/

and i cried while listening to S.H.E song's...612星球
think thats one of the way to vent out and destress myself ,afterall i havent felt so ='( until today.

im trying hard to not to get so stressed up and hopefully it'll be "brought under control" after today,or sometime later. =/

seriously,i just feel like running back to SG ... grrr

PS: just grumblings. so dont get freaked out guys. =/

And the title says it all.

I just wanna posed this question: does anyone know what does 'cleaniness' means!?

really damn pissed off by some people whom i called them "brainless" in some way.
really VERY AND SUPER annoyed to see the toilet dirty like #^*&*&#% after i've cleaned it up!
these pple should go fyl..not fml!
use ur brain la seriously...duno why u got brain and dun wan to use it
u think here is PUBLIC TOILET HA!?
even it is public toilet also need to keep it clean right?
basic courtesy,basic manners and basic cleaniness!
again..please go and fyl if u dun understand what all this means.

and fyi, i dun work as a cleaner over here.
me being nice and not saying every single word out doesnt means im fine with it.
and so, fyl if u dun understand it all again, ABOUT CLEANINESS!

THIS IS NOT A PIG STY!

偏食



坐著等你講故事 你撥弄我的髮絲 敷衍了事
昨天我是你的天使 今天吻我卻變成例行公事

你刻意在隱瞞什麼事 連簡單幾個字 也懶的解釋
我知道我不是個孩子 所以我得不到你給的糖 是或不是

我對感情很偏食 只靠你的愛 我才可以過日子
你對愛不太誠實 我卻忠實 專心被你愛是一種奢侈

我對愛感情很偏執 不靠你的愛 我到最後會心死
承諾是短暫的電池 用完為止
我愛你三個字 已經完全貶值

你刻意在隱瞞什麼事 連簡單幾個字 也懶的解釋
我知道我不是個孩子 所以我得不到你給的糖 是或不是

我對感情很偏食 只靠你的愛 我才可以過日子
你對愛不太誠實 我卻忠實 專心被你愛是一種奢侈

我對愛感情很偏執 不靠你的愛 我到最後會心死
承諾是短暫的電池 用完為止
我愛你三個字 已經完全貶值

我對愛感情很偏執
承諾是短暫的電池 用完為止
我愛你三個字 已經完全貶值

Although physically I'm not in SG right now..but i cant help but to kpo about the PC Show held this weekend...

anyway, i've set my eyes on a couple of things that I wanna get for the next time round:
- GPS navigation system (useful when im on the road)
- Media player for TV (I WANT THIS THE MOST!!!!)
- ITouch/Iphone 4 (but not a must though~)
- TV Tuner for lappy (so i dun need to fight over the tv with my family. =X )
- additional HDD! (yes im noe im hopeless despite having a 1TB sitting in my sg house now =X )
- DSLR (another must-have WANT but not until i noe how to use it and got the financial means to own them)


Estimated total damage: 2.5K to "unknown"

so if any of the kind souls who read my blog and wanna be kind enuff to sponsor me with any of the items listed above, feel free to contact. dont shy. =X

otherwise..its just another entry/note for me,myself to read after I'm back in SG. XD

今天突然很想寫寫東西~
剛在K書時,選了張專輯聽...
聽著聽著...突然想起了演繹此專輯的歌手
突然想念以前追她的日子
(雖然大家都很不熟的說...-_-...)
但每每聽到她的歌聲,整個人好像鬆了好多~
那最初的感動依然存在

真是一把無壓力無重力的好聲音
聽了整個好舒服

只能說...龔詩嘉,you are the best! =D

纵使虚构也够我在这一刻回味那一些些甜蜜~