一次的偶遇。 。 。
我希望唔會得咁一次。

OMG!OMG!
im grinning right now...dotz. -__-
but cant helped it...hahaha

this 'crazy' idea of mine to find _________ on FB actually works.

am like a hopeless freak again this time. >_

it's EXACTLY 30 days till I'm heading back home. =)

not that I hate staying in brisbane nor studying in UQ, its just that I'm missing EVERYTHING back in SG.
and ya, serves me right for taking some things for granted back then. ;(

but anyway....exams are just round the corner and been "trying" very hard to mug.
mugging in a way that I never did back in TP and TKS for Os'. -____-
whoever who says 'Studying overseas is much slacker than studying locally. please rephrase your words.
UQ is known for its theory-based teachings and I didnt really believe that until I sat for my mid-sem and overheard some others' convo that day.
geeez. sometimes i wonder why did i get myself into. i hate content heavy modules, and suay suay...all my modules are content heavy!

okay...this shall just be a short rambling update for the day.
back to studies~

P/S: im having' a love-hate relationship towards stats and financial reporting. >_<

wish me luck! ; )

happen to read an article earlier on...and it gives me some thoughts about life.
this would be a rather short post. and getting lazier each day to blog. =X
oppps~

anyway, this question appears in my mind right after the readings.

"What do you want to leave behind one day when you are gone?"

I know it sounds damn depressing but dont worry...
its neither a sign or sympton that I'm gonna; do anything silly. NO WAY!
but come to think of it...

If one day I were to leave the world before my loved ones, I would want to leave behind...not money..not my belongings but memories.
I mean real good memories!
And everyone else could just continue with their life and live happily ever after!? =)

With every session of buddhism teachings that I went, I grew to cherish more and more things, and learning to view things in better way.
Its something that I am incapable of using simple words to describe them,
but I guess I'm getting attached to this activity more and more each day. =)

P/S: The thought of flying back just makes me look/smile like a moron at times. *winks*

oh well,the fact that im blogging at freakin' 4.25 A.M. (BNE time), im nuts!!!
and im gonna' have a mid-sem paper in like less than 36 hours and im still sitting here blogging. -_-

okie...just a quick update of my life and stuff..if there's still anybody around...
the stress level has been rising ever since the day i "flung" my very first paper in university...totally stunned by it! T_T
damn depressing but seems like it didnt take me too long to recover from it. im being sarcastic to MYSELF over here,if you didn't got what i mean.

haiz... all along I thought studying overseas is about how u gonna' survive alone
ye[,its true but i have now come to another new conclusion of mine: studying oversea is tough,but not tough in the context of living.
in fact,its really about self-discipline that u gonna enforce on youself
and for people like me who go gaga the moment they spot new,exciting stuff...im in such a SHIT situation now!
one part of me is VERY WORRIED about the final papers that is coming up in like 2months ++,while another part of me is procrastinating about school.
damnit.

how i wish there's a invention that could help me to focus on schoolwork rather than PLAY.PLAY.PLAY.

okay...im done with my rantings and shall get back to studies now!
not gonna sleep tonight i guess for i have a 830 lesson later.
no point sleeping or else..im gonna missed my lesson for sure! >_<

meanwhile for people who still look out for this blog of mine and wondering how well am i surviving over here now,no worries!

I'M LIVING LIKE A DAMN GOOD LIFE NOW! X)
(non-stop routine of eat eat eat...)

As promised to all my bunch of friends, here I am reviving my blog once again! =)

Stepping into the 4th..errr...no..should be the 5th day into Brisbane(once the clock strike 12 in a little while), I'm still trying to adapt to the life over here.well..at least i think the transition period is almost over soon. Let me do a recall now...

on 12th July 2009 (Sunday) night, I left Singapore with my beloved family and friends sending me off at the airport. Suddenly I feel so heart-wrenching leaving them (though its not for good!) but the thought of them not being around me just make me feel awful. But oh well..like what I wrote on my PM,since i've chosen these route then I should and must go on with it and never to regret. I did teared a little when the plane left the airport roaring into the skies. ='( but the flight experience soon overwhlem that awful feeling later. The food was sucky (or should i say, I got no mood to eat) and felt awful again. -_________- and once i arrived Brisbane, I was 'welcomed' by the cold chilling weather. was totally caught off guard as I didnt know it would be THIS COLD! Y_Y

i swear I gonna bring more sweater and thick thick jackets when im back here in Feb...i hope is a late Feb. =X

I was also shocked by the fact that I have to buy or stock up TONS of things! jaw dropped totally when I stepped into the room and I see no pillow or quilt. How nice to my cold nights without these...so went down to one of the mall at a nearby suburb,Toowong with my friend and grab some stuff. The first night was spent without quilt and I woke up several times due to the weather. I feel damn pathetic at that moment.

I started the second day in the early morning and made my way to the school. OMG! DAMNNNNNNN BIGGGG SIA!!!!
I almost got lost until I went up to a student who was going the same way as me and of course, I follow her la! Nice people~ =D
and i still rmb her name,Josie. =X

and luckily, my group members are all nice and friendly people though we seldom talked. =X

after the programme ended, I chiong my way down to the mall and grab my quilt and started stocking up FOOD!
vegetables is a NO-NO item on my shopping list as the vegetables there are ridiculously EXPENSIVE! Try buying a cabbage for AUD5! but I grabbed a bag of frozen vegetables that turned out damn cheap (AUD1.50/1kg) for its a home-brand (you know, like NTUC fairprice home-brand lor,No Frills).

at least, I felt more home on the second day and of course more secured. But I still terribly MISSED home! Home is something not to be taken for granted,seriously. Try living in an unfamiliar place for some time and you'll see your home is the BEST place that you could have been to in your whole life mannn. I so missed Rocky! >_<

talking about him,I can only pat and play with him like 4 months later!!!! OMG~
and whenever my mum says Rocky is around her while she webcams or talked to me on phone, I can't help to start tearing. ='(
but dont worry...i'll be fine after that.

okay..enough of all the negative stuff...and my fourth day which is today went pretty smooth and I got myself a heater!
seebei shiok~ MUAHAHA!
no more cold feets at night I hope. =P

what left now on my list is a rice-cooker and printer.

I'm gonna stocked up my fridge and cupboard with tons of asian food and sauces by this weekend! XD

I miss Laksa and Curry Chicken!

okay..thats all for now!
Off to bed~ =D

its been a i-dunno-what-im-doing period for me for the past few weeks.
not a single tinge of excitement but what i get was 'Pek Chey','Pek Chey' and more 'Pek Chey'. haiz

sometimes small little things like not being able to find a roof over my head makes me so wanna cry. ='(
that day that lady in the clinic...when she kinda spoke to me in a "fed up" way,i seriously wanna cry in the clinic liao. FU*K
its not even my bloody fault and should I know there should be so much SHIT stuff that im gonna faced with, i wouldnt even wanna step into your DAMN clinic in the first place and yes, IDP is seriously USELESS when it comes to other stuff other than admission.
i seriously dont know what is lying in front of me when i get there and the constant 'concern' from my parents about accommodation is really driving me to nuts.
I'm having problem in finding a accommodation due to my budget but yet..they seems to see things another way.
I know its their way of showing concern but it sometimes just add to my anxiety. ='(
i dun wan to shout at them as I know I should NEVER do that to them.
at least, im more fortunate than the other kids out there.

so,can anyone tell me what to do next?

i seriously dun wanna hide under my blankets and cry again. ='(

that is so not me.
never felt happy for the past few weeks already

its been some time since i "deserted" this blog of mine..so...let's see...hmmm...time for an update!?

went through my graduation ceremony last wednesday and i'm still in the "poly-mode".
have been meeting up with the cliques on and off during these days...and i guessed i'll still miss them ='(
and...after ages of long wait for calls/letter, I'm officially rejected by both SMU and NTU.
there isnt a single tinges of sadness. ironic. -___-

and now...i guessed i'll be over in another country like 2 months later!?
OMG. this is so...erm..."not fun"!?  =_-
when I just applied for Oz uni, i thought "this was gonna be fun" .. and now..after recieving my full offer from UQ and getting no (good) news from the local Unis,I am so sianz.
However, UQ offer me a 1.5 year program and that means I'll be done with my degree program like in November 2010!
see the year!!!??
2010 = NEXT YEAR!
omg. my jaw literally dropped when i saw the date of completion. @.@
with such a short time to complete my degree, i guessed my life will be study.study.study.sleep.study when i get over there. LOL.
but in any way, I have already accepted the offer from UQ and yes, I'M HEADING OVER THERE IN LESS THAN 2 MONTHS TIME!!!
I'll be flying over tentatively on 6th July for now and so....let's see how things gonna go within these 2 weeks before i do another update.

真係好想大喊一場。 。 。
近排嘅心情真係#·（U*（*……￥·#·！·#！）（*（——……￥￥%
亂啊！

見到我面黑嘅人，我只可以講聲‘對唔住’

或者因為太耐沒咁情緒低落了。 。 。唉
總言之，一言難盡

*sigh*

“I don’t know how life would be if I didn’t meet you, but I know life won’t be wonderful without you guys joining me.”

 

To everyone whom I know and meet during the three years of my polytechnic life, you guys have give me memories that I’ll always bring it along with me wherever I am. Three years of polytechnic education had marks its end last night with a fantastic final showdown, however I sincerely hope that that’s only the beginning of our friendship that would stay always. Each of you has written different sections of my life and I hope I’ve did that too to you guys.

 

It’s always hard to say good-bye but translate it into mandarin, 再见, and that would means we shall see each other again real soon and again and again. =)

 

To the guys, may your NS journey goes smoothly and have fun during your training. I’m pretty sure that we would see a different you when you are out from NS. =) And for those single out there, fret not about not having a girlfriend now, your good points would be appreciated by someone one day.

 

And to the girls, may your upcoming studies or job if you are out in the society be a sailing ship and one of these days, I would loved to receive wedding invitation(s) from you guys! =P

 

Last but not least, I would like to dedicate some messages to my lovely cliques:

You guys should know who you are. =)

And throughout these 3 years, from being unfamiliar with each other and to now when we are so damn open about one another (opps, don’t think the wrong way! ),  I really really really appreciate the every little things that you guys did for me, be it birthday celebration or your ‘success’ makeover attempts. =)

I’m not one who’s good in expressing but I really hope you guys know and feel the same as I do.

I believe that if I ever experience times of ups and downs in the future (which I hope not -_- ), whenever I think of you guys (I mean the wonderful memories), I would gather my strengths, stand up and continue walking down the road. You guys gave me the BEST memories throughout these 3 years and I hope that it would never end!

 

Thanks, everyone. =)

i'm supposed to be doing my report now but yea..i'm here again!!!

been listening to a particular song these days and it certainly fit my mood as the days passes...

a song by Huang YiDa.
he used to be one of the few SG singers that I like but faded away when i divert my attention to some others. bleahz
and suprisingly,this song is written by Ella. Woohoo~

( 在这里 )

school will be ending in a week's time and everyone will start to disperse to wherever they are going ='(
i haven't even enjoyed myself to the fullest and now school is ending,and that also marks an end of my polytechnic life.
gosh.
some things that i've gotta' faced has finally come.
schooling has been a problem? or rather an undecided question that i've gave myself ever since the beginning of 3rd year.
it seems that there's only the slightest chance that i could squeezed into the local Unis and my "so-called" back-up plan is come in handy now.
theres still two to three months more before i needa reply and theres still stuff that i hasnt sort them out yet!  >_>
shall be going down to IDP and bugged them after my school ends next week.

okay..thats shall be it for now!
im so sick of rushing for project deadlines for the sake of submission.'
ARGH~ ='(

I'M FRIGGIN' IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG! X)
and yea..its so damn true..Hohoho

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Album: 共和国
Track: 03
Title: 慢舞
Artist: 瑞恩

爱 像跳慢舞 紧紧抓着一起踏步
选对舞伴万众瞩目
但 我们舞步 为了追寻完美
练太熟了反而虚伪
飞旋 一起飞旋 自我麻醉
旋转 不停旋转 忘了 彼此抓紧
此空虚无止 漫步跳舞
小心翼翼舞步
心里有数 是最后支舞
就闭眼忘了呼吸的投入
像漫步跳舞 我们不哭
用默默地祝福
只等这远去 渐渐静下来
我们学不会跳的慢舞 结束

yes..its 11 days since year 2009 started.
wanted and in fact wrote an entry..but decided not to post up as i dont feel like to do so.

school is still busy as usual. rushing for project deadlines like mad.
at least wl's side did something out...but mine was like...%&*@^&*^#&*@
cant even manupilate the software ..damn demoralising...(prob. a harsh word but i cant think of others )  =/

well...let me write a short little resolution (yea yea..i know its so damn late already ... but geez..just let me note it down)

in year 2008, i've achieved pretty much and attain most of wishes =)
- went hong kong
- got my driving licence
- up-ped my GPA
- got a P80 camera

and some other stuff...which is too much to be note down =X

and here comes year 2009...which i believe could be another major turning point in my life again
lets' just see what is lying in front of me then. =)

hopefully this would be another fruitful year! X)

just when i was on my way to meet sukai and jessica today... heard the song again on bus

( 爱得太迟 )

okay...another random + emo' post.. AHAHA
don't ask me for the obvious.. -__-

am studying for my last paper tomorrow. real hard

previous two paper were just disaster,especially the first one
never did i feel so LOST after the paper
i dont understand what is it about despite studying it -___-
just feel so shitty...

and today paper was... another disaster.
walked into the room with confidence..and when i'm out, i felt like a potato...a pumpkin..or whatsoever

argh~
anyway...i don't have high expectations for this 2 paper this time round, a marginal pass would just be a bless to me

and so..im gonna pin some part of my hopes on tomorrow's paper.
wished me luck =)

had and took 2nd re-test for driving~
weeeeeeee~

i scrape through' !!! 18 points anyway.
strike kerb while doing reversing parking : -4
blindspot : - 2
inappropriate braking techniques: -2
and some others..that i can't remember coz i left my result slip at the counter. damn
i thought they needed it so i left happily after that  =____________________________=
but..nevertheless...im still in a state of shock after so long time. blehz

gotta' practice more for my parking before i go behind the wheels ( my mum's car =) )
ahhh..dont know what to say liao.  >_<

but... I'M GONNA HOLD THIS LICENCE TIGHT mann!
not easy to get Y_Y


next aim: 1P licence for Poomsae Coach Course  =X

just wanna express my 'hatred' towards MSN MESSENGER now!

damn it.
is the program cocked up or what!?

^%%$%%*&))(%##@@)(+_)#$#$@#!@#Q$%^&*()(*^


never am i like today..been signed in and out for 'XXXXX' times until im so sick of it

*shout!*


YOU SUCKS!!!